and this is where i realise everything i once loved i am slowly losing or have already lost.
i realise the best friends i once held close i no longer know through no ones fault but time.
i realise the ideas i once held for a relationship will never be realised in fear of commitment.
there's only an extent to which i can go and i've reached my limits.
i feel as though I'm a burden among everyone complaining when nothing has really happened and god forbid it ever does i would cease to exist.
i sit here finding burns on my arms that i didn't even remember getting because i am numb to everything.
i smile and laugh like any normal person without force but it's natural instinct.
the pile of tissues at the foot of my bed only confirm this.
i don't want to know myself anymore.i hate who i've become because i have lost so much.
can we be saved or has the damaged all been done?
is it too late to reverse what we've become?
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